waiting for the train at the end of your road
emotions keep the streetlights flickering low
you gotta get that loving cancer coursing through your system
eating at the mind and soul with every faint addiction
full blown nihilism, shoot it through your veins
Take it back to that dull moment standing in the rain
Wondering just where to go and what to do and how to feel
About the short infinity where boredom waits for you to heal

i can't wait to watch the minutes change
and watch my dreams in fragments
assemble yourself in the midst of the blank
and make this place your home

that mirror’s glaring right back at you
you cannot sleep until you're through
if then comes the day you take my eyes with plans make them new
then inanimate i’ll become for you

and return to feel
that I'm so ideal

i’m still waking up in the middle of the day
‘cause i can’t stop feeling like my body’s fading away
While the night it pulls me in to keep me feeling like a spectre
basking in the riot of my self-obsessive lecture
if life is just a period of my own percieved experience
with gifts that come in myriads
and time to try experiments
and time to chip away at how relentless that perception gets
so cordial but fictitious, happiness inside an empty chest

i can’t wait to watch the clockwork break
just as the dawn in winter
slowly the world falls asleep with my dreams
because i don’t want to wake

find a shooting star burn bright and make it melt the dark of the void
discover what my purpose is and find the parts of me you destroyed
i’m titanium-built, i’m lace, i’m silk, no part of me ever was ever meant to feel this faded
the unforgiving laziness of mine will end up praising us
and rays of light are gracing us ‘cause the future will be coming back to you

left no part of it to live, to see, to do